Wednesday, April 30, 2008

The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow

Yesterday was my birthday and now today is my 10 month anniversary. I cannot wait for May to get here tomorrow.

I promise that I will not continue to whine about this stupid frickin' divorce much longer. But at the moment it's the only thing on my mind and it's kind of overwhelming.

I went to dinner last night with my husband, which was his idea. It was pleasant. I had NO expectations going into this dinner at all. Just a meal for my birthday. Which was a smart thing to do. He cried most of the time, I didn't. He is sad. BUT still wants to go through with all of this. Thinks there is no hope for us. Believe me, I have mentioned many, many solutions that do not include divorce and him leaving but nope, he knows this is the only way to solve "HIS" problems. I got no gift, no card, no nothing. But a few tears, a nice Mexican meal and a definitive answer on our failed relationship.

In further good news... I have no job still. The last place that I interviewed with THREE friggin' times... said they would call either way. Yea, no phone call at all. Is that rude or am I expecting too much? I would of liked to of known at least why they went with another candidate. I think that's only polite. But whateva. I have had two interviews this week and I am excited about them. I will keep plugging away and pray something comes along very soon.

Thank you all for your kind words and well wishes, they really do help me and keep my spirits up at this extremely crappy time in my life. It will get better, I know it. I just have to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

4 comments:

Law Student Hot Mama said...

Dude - I KNEW that dinner would suck. I just knew it. Tell him to get his damn act together. Crying at YOUR birthday dinner? Loser. He sounds like my ex-boyfriend who "took me out" for my birthday dinner and then made me pay for it. He didn't last long after that.

Also, good for you for continuing to put one foot in front of the other! I know things are crappy. You can do it!

Stacie said...

first, please talk all you want about the DUMB divorce...it is your blog and you should talk about whatever you want and THAT is going to be on your mind for a long time. To me, my blog is my journal to get that crap out of my head ...so blog about it all you want. I will still read. :)

Secondly, he is messed up. Seriously. Why is he crying when this is WHAT HE WANTS? And he won't take any other option into consideration...IDIOT.

Good for you taking the meal and not playing into his crap. Keep strong, you don't need him (you only prefer to have him and if you don't have him you WILL BE FINE)!

Stacie said...

oh...AND I TAGGED YOU. :D

much love sweetie!

Holly said...

...put one foot in front of the other and soon you'll be walking out the door...

Happy Birthday! You will get through this, and at the end, you'll still be alive and you will heal. I promise.